III. And It Simply Was
By: Fransiskus Borgias M (EFBE@fransisbm)
(20-11-97):
On that morning, after a few while of personal reflection,
I looked down to the rock
upon which I stood;
and there
upon the rock
I saw a certain tiny mountain jonquil
as if “looking up at” me,
smiling – what a beautiful smile -
and whispering some misteryous messages.
At that time
for a little while
I forgot the majesty of the mountain top
and the beautiful valley
full of breathtaking and brilliant Edelweiss,
because
I was really concentrating on the delicate,
and trembling beauty
of this single mountain flower.
What a lovely flower,
beauty in it simplicity,
beauty in its mysterius natural unchained melody.
Yes, it simply “stood” or existed there
in the freedom of the mountain top morning fresh air
glorifying majestic God with its whole existence,
it seemed so total in its praise.
I know its existence was so brief,
fragile and vulnerable.
And in my religious-devotional sense (sensus religiosus)
I thought that its very existence
was certainly an act of praise
as every man’s life should be.
Yes, it stood there calmly.
It stood there silently.
And it did not worry about
what it would accomplish in life or
what it would leave behind.
Nor did it fear for its own brief
and vulnerable existence.
It simply was.
Yes, it simply was.
What a happyness,
what a beauty.
And then I wondered:
How much more should man
be a witness to the glory of simply existing?
He would live forever.
His existence alone was enough,
and he was glorious in himself,
in its simple existence,
itself apart from any work he may produce
or any life he may engender.
But man had to learn that liberating truth
by meeting God in his own core,
in his own heart,
in his own inner heart.
Yes, to be sure,
God’s love and acceptance of him
made possible
his own self-love and self-acceptance.
Because God has promised that
“I will never forget you My people.
I have carved you on the palm of My hand,
I will never forget you,
I will not leave you orphan,
I will never forget My own.”
What a wonderful promise.
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